I tried my hardest. We just couldn’t compromise. There was never any middle ground. It was always your way. I don’t hate you. I still love you and it makes me sick. I’m going to do my best to forget you. Every day that goes by I’m going to slowly erase every memory I have of you one by one. I hope one day the shit will hit you and you will realize that what we had was real. I will never look in your eyes again. I will never be there for you when you get sick. I will never be there when you get cold at night. I will never be there for you when you get too drunk. I will never be there for you when you need your medicine. From here on out I am only a ghost to you of what could have been. He’s all the way out in California. We’re in god damn New Jersey. I hope he treat’s you right. But no man will ever treat you the way I did. You saw me last night. Where is your spine? you couldn’t tell me things to my face. Come on, you’re many things. But don’t be a coward. I’m going to miss you. But tomorrow starts day 1 of forgetting you. Goodbye my friend.